guys. i reckon they are merely trouble for girls. it's like there are practically no good guys around anymore. maybe there are really good guys around, but they are either already attached or gays. damn it.

sam once asked if i still believe in one true love. i actually replied yes, despite what ive been through (now i sound like ive really been through a lot man. lols.) oh wells. but the point is, do i really still think this way now? im not even sure myself eh. after seeing what the people around me have been through, im startin to doubt my belief of "that one true love".

and everyone's telling me they are jerk-magnets. and it actually set me thinking. what about me? am i one too? then i realise that im a playboy-magnet. LOLS. cos all the guys im somewhat associated with are somewhat playboys? playboys as in like they treat every girls like their girlfriends and their relationships are merely flings. and playboys are seriously no people to mess with. hmmm. somehow, i just lost faith along the way? and ive seen too many of my friends crying and gettin hurt over stupid shit-heads. and that's the last thing i really wanna see happening to my friends.

// havoc nun, we're bound to meet our knights in shining / sparkling armour. love you k! *HUGS*